Its been four months since Adam was taken from us and we put up the Xmas tree today. Well my husband and daughter did, I saw the tree and just crumpled in a heap crying in the bedroom. Xmas will never be the same without Adams cheeky smile and funny jokes.
I made a decoration with his name on it to add to the tree along with my other brother and sisters names. In memory they have pride of place on the front of the tree. It just feels so wrong not having him here.
I started to wrote him an xmas card the other day, it was so automatic that I didn't realise till I was half way thru writing it. That hit me hard.
I'm going to try and make xmas happy for my daughter, but inside i'll be crying. At least dad is coming up from Tassie to have xmas with us, so he won't be alone. It will be good to have him here.
Written on 02 Dec 2011
9 months since incident
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