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< back to Nicole's blogToday is not the day.

Mabiche, I am trying... I really am.

But today I can't be strong, today I can't walk around with courage... I can't face the day with a smile, I can't pretend that everything is Ok. I can't think of a future without you both by my side without a physcial sickness slapping me in the face.

I know I will have a better day tomorrow but today.... today I am just me.

La montre au-dessus de moi et me donnent la force et le courage de vivre pour nous tous..

Je taime ma biche, je taime!!

Written on 20 Apr 2010
Over 2 years since incident
Tags: sadness

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Drug driver survivor | 21 Apr 2010

It must still just seem so unreal, for a long time it seemed to me of a nightmarish quality and somewhat well “unreal”. Is this really happening, surely not, because it’s too horrific. I’m not religious but there is a bible phrase I like that your words bring to mind; “love is stronger than death”.

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Julie McIntyre | 25 Apr 2010

Hey Nicole just as drug driver survivor says love is stronger than death. Dont do what you are not ready to do, a step at a time, an hour, a day, this time is for you and you will grow and one day will help others. Life is a journey and you will develop an understanding that many will never know. We often say how wise our older generation are, they have lived and learned over many years. You will be wise so much sooner. It may not seem that way now but believe and trust that you will get through this tragedy. You have already helped me and I thought I knew it all with the loss of my son. But I am still learning. Trust and believe xx


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